Well, this is me, Cassandra, exposed.
I created this blog to share the inner workings of my thoughts, perceptions and preferences that shape why I view life and sometimes others the way that I do. My life has been a journey of hell at times, often times because I raised a lot of hell. In the mature years of my life, I realized I transitioned to being a follower, seeking approval and acceptance from others. What in the frackle nackle bull happened?! This wasn't me! I realized I had given so much of myself to others, but I had not replenished all I had poured out. I was mentally and physically depleted. During this wilderness journey I became distracted with how others were living their lives or blaming my poor decisions on others. Once I became sick and tired of me and my lack of direction in life, I did some soul-searching to explore who I am now, and release who I used to be.
“The air seemed thin. It often felt as if an elephant was sitting on my chest, and spots of light were continuously flashing in my peripheral vision. My fight, flight, or lose my mind instinct had been more active this past year than it had been my whole life.”